things to do in korea when yer dead
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
"MONSTER LOCATION" scouting (nostalgia and fear follow)
first off- there are ants coming out of my keyboard all the sudden. it's like some fucking German expressionism film in here but it somehow makes sense. it's been damn hot in this city and i finally got this AC window unit thing outta my sisters car and up here in queens so my room is...literally freezing and i love it so much....yet all this scary shit the past few days...i've been feeling literally scared(referring to title of post)....so i delay going into my room cause i know ill be in here alone with the door closed to keep the cold air from escaping...why???
i attribute it to recent episodes with bugs (e.g. before-mentioned ants in keyboard) and literally burying myself in research on some of the most horrendous crimes the world has ever seen SPECIFICALLY unlawful and extended incarcerations (e.g. silvia likens of Indiana and this woman in AUSTRIA who was kept in a cellar for 24 years by her father who was also having kids with her...? katerina...thoughts?!?!?!?!)
so thinking about people being locked in basements plus the bugs (i also woke up and saw what i thought were silkworms burrowing holes in my arm a few weeks ago. i ran outta my room and saw pete and was like DO YOU SEE ALL THESE MARKS ON MY ARM DO YOU SEE ALL OF THIS???.....residual dreaming i suppose) makes me wary of coming in here no matter how cool and refreshing it is.
also-i'm home alone tonight WTF. so i'm writing a blog...which is already too long. dammit. well here's the wrap-up.
we were location scouting in INWOOD PARK today, which is at the very northern tip of manhattan...in theory...but when you get there it's unreal. as michael warned us, "YER GONNA FUCKING SHIT!!!" while we were driving up there.
And strangely enough we're like hiking up these huge rocks and things once we get there and all i can think of is KOREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA:
honestly, new york city...and manhattan of all the boroughs...looks like fuckin korea man. and of course i get all nostalgic(again, title) and freaked out when i realize it's been almost a year since i first arrived there and met all of you and now my life has changed literally hundreds of times over since that day as well. even when i think of january now it's like i was some other person living some other life.
things are exponentially better than they were this winter, yet for some reason standing on a stupid rock throws that all out of balance. i'm suddenly involved in this huge endeavor-and by 'huge' i can only refer to the immense amounts of planning and work that lie ahead...oh, and i have literally no clue what i'm doing. so i'm like....should i really be doing this? was this meant to happen or something? i dont fuckin know. if i think about it too much i freak out.
to conclude i miss you all a lot and i get reminded of it all sometimes...especially today. despite how i may sound in this post, i am indeed excited about what's happening now, regarding the projects and whatnot. it's just that i'm in completely uncharted waters right now and everythings' only in its most fetal of stages......
including what i hope is gonna be an actual screenplay, which i'm supposedly starting this week.....which the real reason i keep reading about criminals. so rest easy. and call/contact me...like right now.....please?
love yous.
Saturday, March 1, 2008
QUEENS OR BUST
all i gotta say is, after all this crap-east village then no more east village, brooklyn? nope. brooklyn again? NOPE. friends.jersey city- is THANK YOU PETE for making this all possible. my nomadic days are over. cut to me living "the family life" in the lovely neighborhood that is Astoria, Queens. fuddy-duddy me? perhaps, cause it sure beats the hell out of "my life's a mess" thing.
that being said, this photo is all i've seen of my new digs. brick, big window, virgin mary statue standing proudly in a patch of ACTUAL EARTH?!?! (this is so kickass btw cause we can like...grow tomatoes)....oh yea and my roommates pete n' james (left to right) respectively. so i guess this will be all the more exciting when i get there tomorrow. yeaaaa
speaking of which- i started reading World War Z and it is....i mean i hate to sound like the blurbs on the cover of the book but in 2 words: gripping. reading. although i should emphasize "gripping" in the way a cold, dead hand would grip with rigamortis in full swing. there is actually a scene where this is described early on in the book...i dunno it's terrifying in its descriptions and even more so in the whole "first hand account" style that it employs. It's so much more effective this way cause you're just reading these passages and getting totally tricked into thinking its real. (cough house of leaves).
reading this waiting for the subway/path train really added to it cause its totally like...one of those places where in the event of a zombie outbreak would either be a sanctuary or a total death trap. i walked all the way down to the end of the station platform to distance myself from the people...and this guy was totally peeing wtf.
i'm not too far into the book though beacauuusseeee........
i started reading james' scott pilgrims and like...just forgot about everything else. so i read 2 outta the 4 and i was gonna go straight into 3 but was like..."waaiiit....save these!" cause i really can't explain much more than the fact that they just like...i dunno cheered me up? cant explain it. so yea i'm thinking there will be a time, probably during a queens commute where i'm gonna just feel like...well i dunno but i'm not gonna want to be thinking about zombies. so then i'll be like "ok time to break it out".
it'll be good to read 'em especially cause i havent listened to like anything new in a WHILE. i need some new music in my life. help?
LOVE YOUS
Thursday, January 24, 2008
maximum city
amy, ryo, crystal, james-thanks for chattin with me on the phone when you can. yer all like little rays of sunshine, ya know...which is amazing cause new york has gotten....frigid.
yeaaaaaaaa
so it's like 10:30am and i'm at my friend lisa's place and she's already left for work/class cause she's one of those wonderwoman types. i mean literally like...saving the world. she's a social worker and was kind enough to put up with my antics last night; i went completely batshit after emerging from my bathroom phonecalls with ames and james. (i was in there a while, which actually worked out though...for her boyfriend at least).
but ZOINKS her dorm's in the financial district so check out this view:
Thursday, January 3, 2008
"got killed by 10million pounds of sludge from new york and new jersey..."
badass. crystal...who i'm seeing in new york like...TOMORROW?!?!? fuck yea....we talked on the phone it was awesome.
not pictured: hannah-no close ups of you? guess i never thought to bring my camera to all our naps. which i miss like the dickens like i do YOU...love
also not pictured: me homeless in new york hahahahahahaha....no, seriously.
LOVE YOUS
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
싸움패
Sunday, December 23, 2007
"it is the season of farewells" quoth alex
for some reason i can't rotate this picture. maybe its more effective this way. i'm done. more coherence/photos to come. after im on a plane for like 18 hours of course.
i love you all.
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
DETHRATTLE
Wednesday, December 5, 2007 1:41 am
To: Angelica G Jannone agj211@nyu.edu
Subject: it's official
Ok so I feel like I have been in new york long enough say this. I hate downtown and fuck the F line. Today I wasted 1 hour. 1 hour waiting for the fucking F. Not to mention that downtown is a complete shit hole. Nothing makes sense down there. Nothing. Anything past 14th is officially dead to me. How are things with you?
Andrew Edmund
my notoriously/endearingly demi-psychotic former manager at the movie theatre....ugh, new york promises to be a challange...perhaps more than seoul ever was. i'm trying to think positively and look forward to how i'm going to change my life in so many small, yet significant ways. i want new york to have a new connotation for me.
most importantly i want VISITORS...you know who you are. make it happen. you'll know where ill be.
dammit enough bummin for now. in the meantime, CHE-IL CHINGOOS! (see above).
LOVE YOUS